I don't feel like it

I’ve been trying to keep up with writing every day, to build my habit.

I’ve managed it most days. Not every day but most. Some of them are longer, some are shorter but they are, for the most part, done.

I’ve got a couple of longer posts that I wanted to do more justice to, posts I’ve started, even illustrated (with other peoples’ stuff) and have in my drafts. Publishing them late at night seemed a waste.

Today I’ve started a few posts but haven’t finished them. They feel inadequate or inappropriate. Not fair on who they allude to, unable to express the depth of feeling they must be experiencing.

I don’t know how they’re feeling today. I will one day. For now, I don’t feel like talking about it. I doubt they do either.

Ben Mercer